+~a howl of pure ecstasy~+

Oh No~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

24th May 2005

Elsa is coming in tommorrow morning!! Am happy but stressed up too. Guess she's pushing us for sales again (shakes head)... Well, happy cuz.......... I hope she'll say "Joey, you're fired!". Haha I'm praying hard for this to happen, but I think this will be a miracle (scratches head). I really don't like me job at all! I'm definitely in the wrong trade cuz I'm not even interested! Too bad I got a 2-year contract with her, if I leave on my own accord means I breech and must pay($$$), but if she fires me I don't have to fork out a single cent! I don't yearn to be in the top, I just wanna earn a living. Even if I wanna be in the top, this won't be the job for me to climb (nods head). And one big mistake is.... to work together with "that person". Won't say who is it but those who know should know. "That person" is eccentric, is weird with the words she said, is a big cheapskate person, is someone who only knows how to take but not to give, is impolite, is..... There's too many that I can quote! All these built-in "qualities" which she said have made one feel irritated. I just hope I'll get FIRED!

Met up with Ed this evening for dinner. Still didn't change much but I was quite worried that my hairstyle-went-wrong would give a him a shock. His comments: good, suits you, better-looking. Felt more at ease. Talked over his personal issues (won't say what is it but close friends of mine should know) and advised him that he must make a decision asap and not drag further cuz will only waste more time and not be influenced by others said.
Well, wish him all the best no matter what decision he makes.

Hmm.. better get ot bed now else won't be able to get up EARLY.

jOoOoOey sparkled at 10:21 pm