+~a howl of pure ecstasy~+

Is there really HOPE?

15th August 2005

Can't believe that the weekend had just passed. Happy times seemed to fly but sad ones seemed to stay. I know I had lead my life boring and felt unjustified for myself. I can only blame myself for bringing upon all these shit. Perhaps if GOD (if there is) would give me another chance, I would reconsider everything now. I didn't want it this way but it looked as if there's no choice of choosing at all! I felt like the whole world is tearing me apart and torturing me piece by piece. Felt like in a burning inferno and couldn't get out of it. If there's another chance for me to choose again... I will stop thinking of others first and place myself in priorty. Maybe I should really stop this whole thing, being nice to others and they come first, I live my own life. And now I regretted and felt so so so sorry for myself. I pray hard for another chance to come.

jOoOoOey sparkled at 10:37 am